That tiny little word also had a flip side to it with a meaning of "letting go." This by far was the hardest impact of this word for me. I can honestly say that I haven't allowed it fully to sink in and do it's work in me. I have held on to particular things for so long that letting go feels like losing something that is a part of me. I'm not talking about a coat or a jacket; it's more like losing an organ or body part. I know in my head that "letting go" would be best for me, but getting that from my head to my heart are two very different things.
As for what I expected my word, Go, to do in my life was to give me a sense of awareness and boldness to share my faith to those around me. I did that for a while, but relaxed a bit later in the year. I also expected a sense of spontaneity, so to speak, to go and do rather than plan and plan to do something with no follow through. This also happened to a certain degree, but there are several times when I still get hung up on the details.
I have now been in a waiting period for the past few months learning to trust God with my everything especially my health and harvests of kiddos. This is where a lot of the "letting go" has been asked of me. I am slowly learning to trust and surrender. I know God's got me, but for some reason it has been difficult for me to let go of control even when my head knows God's plan is better for me. God is always faithful and gives me exactly what I need.
As I close out 2013 in the next few days with my one word GO, I look with anticipation to 2014 with my one word Glory. I seek to do everything in 2014 for the "Glory of God." Whenever I ask "why", I will answer for the glory of God. I look forward to educating myself on the glory of God and what my actions should reflect to bring Him the honor He so deserves.
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Thanks & Happy New Year,