I think long and hard on my answer. My best effort didn't measure up. My best effort...
As I ruminate how to answer this question, I hear the lyrics to Matthew West's song "Strong Enough" float around me and my answer hits me like a ton of bricks. My best effort. I can't do it on my own.
The stress of a more than full time job stopped. The struggle now became what to do with my time. Yes, I have job searched. Nothing. I have been able to serve more at my church, go to women's Bible study, help out neighbors, make new friends, and more. There is a certain flexibility with not having a specific job.
My best effort will never measure up in a job, a fitness and food program, or in church service. I can't do anything on my own. I am only good and can only do good through Christ. Apart from Him, I can do nothing. It is a daily surrender~a heart, mind, and spirit matter. This is easier said than done. I hope and pray that I will surrender each day, each moment, and each breath to my Lord.
For the Glory of God,
"To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"