When I don't live up to my own expectations, I feel like I have failed. I hate failure, but feel like I do it all the time. I believe that I have bought into the lie that failure should be punished, and I do experience many of those results mentioned above. I dislike failure so much that I play it safe out of fear. When I do fail, I tend to avoid dealing with it. I give up until I am motivated enough to change.
My 21 day routine challenge has not gone the way I have planned, but I am more aware of my routines. I know that making my lunch the night before and having my uniform clean and ready makes my morning routine go a whole lot more smoothly. I guarantee you that I have had to learn that the hard way sometimes.
It is time for me to exchange the lie about failure for the truth. Failure is a learning opportunity. Failure is where we grow. If you can't make mistakes, you can't make anything. We must turn to the One that never fails in order to experience true freedom in failure. Jesus bridged the gap between failure and freedom. On our own, we can never truly be free. In our failure, we realize our need and must be willing to trust Him and be set free.